Monday, August 30, 2010

you're lucky i love you

because i think Lucy Brand is amazing
and i love her so, i shall not post about how wonderful my trip to Newtown was.
i will wait until she has seen Angus and Julia Stone in September, just in case i give away even the smallest detail of their concert.




Wednesday, August 25, 2010

if you go out in the rain

there are two things that i am sure of right now; i need to sleep
 and tomorrow night, the two amazing people pictured above are going to take away all the confusion i currently feel.
Angus and Julia Stone, i cannot wait to be in the same room as you again.





















Monday, August 23, 2010

thanks a bunch

Lately I've been thinking..
I should probably thank you for continually bringing negativity into my life.
You've now shown me the sort of people to avoid from having in my life, how not to treat other human beings and you're making me realise the sort of person I never want to be;
somebody like you.
It sounds so harsh but it's the honest truth,
It's the only way to be positive about the person you've become.

monday blues

I'm not sure who gave me this sickness but i thankyou for giving me a monday off.
I do not however, enjoy the sickness itself.
Getting out of bed to make a green tea is difficult and with green tea being one of my favourite things in the world, I am not enjoying this sickness one bit.

Today my beautiful little furry friend, Jock was put down. He was a West Highland Terrior and was related to the dog on the 'My Dog' dog food ads. I have misplaced my camera chord to upload a photo of him but he looked just like these cuties;

He was my grandparents dog but i was there the first night they got him and for many, many visits afterwards and so he soon became like one of my own pets. After about ten years he started to become very sick and my grandparents took him to the vet to find out he had diabetes.

If my grandparents were a bit younger and had a bit more money in their pocket he probably would be still here but because of my grandpa's heart condition and my grandma's recent health problems, they just both can't afford it or be able to give him all the care he needed.
Getting needles in your skin everyday for a person must be hard enough but when you're a dog and you can't have it explained to you that you're getting them to help you, it wouldn't be such a good life.
Although it breaks my heart, it makes it even sadder because i know how much they wanted to be able to look after him and that they wish they could. I don't hate them one bit for what they did and i know that if they could they would never of chose to put him down.
I miss you already little guy and i wish i could be greeted by you at my grandparents front door one more time <3

Saturday, August 21, 2010

wishful thinking

Hello,
I am in desperate need of some inspiration, direction and motivation.
Newtown Sydney, if you could please provide me with this next week when I visit you, it will be very much appreciated.
Kind regards,
Breanna.

I've been trying to work on this same question for days thanks to my lack of motivation. I really want to do well in this course but my brain is over-loaded with too many concerns and questions about different things at the moment.
I am about to go and vote and hopefully get some driving hours in my log book.
I hope that when i get home i find the motivation i've been needing to finish this question and move on to the next.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

goodnight world

daydreamer

I honestly didn't think it was possible but, i'm even more boring than usual.
My life consists of working, studying, eating, showering and sleeping.
All I can think about is;
- wanting to be a naturopath already,
- travelling the world,
- owning my own wonderful home that is exactly how it has been designed in my head,
- reading and watching Harry Potter,
- kisses and cuddles,
- wanting to know why we are here and all the secrets the universe holds,
- wishing Tennille Middleton lived here,
- shopping in Tree of Life in Newtown, Sydney,
- seeing Angus and Julia stone again, in concert,
- wanting to spend more time with Lucy Brand.
And I would like all of this to happen at one point or another,
Please.


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

q&a

Name: Breanna.

Gender: Female.


Birthday: July 9th.

Current Location: My dining room, Albury.


Birthplace: Albury.

Eye Color: Blue.


Hair Color: Brown.


Height: About 162 cm, i think?


Style: I don't really have one, i'm just me?


Right Handed or Left Handed: Right.


Your Heritage: England, Scotland, I think..

Your Best Physical Feature: I like my fingernails? 


Your Fears: Deep dark water, ghosts etc., small spaces, food containing meat, I can't be bothered listing the rest. I have many.


Are you Confident: Hardly.

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: All four of my modules of my course completed.

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol or haha?

What or Who Makes Life Worth Living: Love (any kind whether it be friends, family or boyfriend), happiness, music (in particular Angus and Julia Stone, Gwen Stefani), food and the list is endless. I think life is wonderful as long, as you can remind yourself of this with wonderful things.

Do you Think you are Smart: No.


What grade are you in: I'm finished school.


Have you ever been Suspended: No.


Do you have any Pets: One fish and a dog, Meg.


What’s your relationship status: Taken.


Favourite Store: Tree of Life.

Favourite Food: Cheese pizza, my Mumma's spinach and feta slice, ice-cream, Vegetable Pad Thai from Thai Puka. I could go on for ages.


Favourite Rapper/Singer: Angus and Julia Stone, No Doubt.

Favourite Movies: Harry Potter series, The time travelers wife, The Notebook, Vicky Christina Barcelona, The Pink Panther one and two, just to name a few.


Favourite Color: Several shades of blue, turquoise and aqua.


Favourite Drink: Green tea, water, chai tea and brown creamy soda.


Favourite Word: sunshine.


Favourite Restaurant: Thai Puka and La Porchetta.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

bloodbuzz ohio

i am over numbering my posts.

i am currently loving this song by The National.
i don't know what it is but i just can't get enough of it.

"Stand up straight at the foot of your love

I'll lift my shirt up

Stand up straight at the foot of your love

I'll lift my shirt up



I was carried

To Ohio in a swarm of bees

I never married

But Ohio don't remember me



Lay my head on the hood of your car

I take it too far

Lay my head on the hood of your car

I take it too far



I still owe money to the money to the money I owe

I never thought about love when I thought about home

I still owe money to the money to the money I owe

The floors are falling out from everybody I know



I'm on a bloodbuzz, yes I am

I'm on a bloodbuzz

I'm on a bloodbuzz, God I am

I'm on a bloodbuzz



I was carried

To Ohio in a swarm of bees

I never married

But Ohio don't remember me



I still owe money to the money to the money I owe

I never thought about love when I thought about home

I still owe money to the money to the money I owe

The floors are falling out from everybody I know



I'm on a bloodbuzz, yes I am

I'm on a bloodbuzz

I'm on a bloodbuzz, God I am

I'm on a bloodbuzz"

thirty five

such a filthy photo but i really want a time machine to go back to when we took this photo:

i remember we spoke about love,
but my friend i want to speak to you now, and i want to say;


'i love you and that even though you're not here this will not change'