he will have his way

i am really stressed.

i think i need to take up yoga and meditation up again.
Lucy Brand and Lauren McCabe are what have stopped me from being at home having a breakdown though and i thank them <3
oh, and the lovely 'He Will Have His Way - The Songs Of Tim & Neil Finn' album is also a really big help.
I have spent my two day's off drinking soy chai lattes and soy hot cholates, going out for breakfast and lunch, window shopping, writing secret love notes and leaving them on Lauren's car, happily singing and dancing to the Tim & Neil Finn cover songs and of course, stressing but still not doing much study.
so tonight i'm staying at my lovely tutors house to help me out before i go crazy and to gain some new and much needed motivation or i'm on the road to failing..