it's funny how quick time goes but how slow it actually feels when you miss someone

no matter how many years go by i will always think of you and miss you dearly.
happy birthday, my friend.
i hope that wherever you are, you are smiling.
love you always xo

today I am spending the day by watching all my No Doubt and Gwen Stefani DVD's to pass the time while I wait for Jye to get home.
We are going to Melbourne to see the lovely City and Colour <3
I'm so excited!

I am also becoming really impatient as I wait for all my Gwen Stefani related eBay purchases to come from around the world to my doorstep.
I was hoping they'd be here before I went to Melbourne so I could use them but oh well, another time.

I am getting a bit cranky as I watch a DVD from a No Doubt concert in 1997 because I've never been old enough to go to one of their concerts :( So before I die I must see them as many times as I can afford to to make up for all those lost oppurtunities when I was younger.
And if I die before I see them, I'll haunt you all...
Not really, I'll just crash all their concerts.

Anyway, enough of my bored ramblings I have to go and repack because as usual I've packed too much and it's time to decide which Gwen shirt I'll be taking instead of three.
Hope your day is wonderful :)

Whilst burning sandalwood incense and listening to 'Kettering' by the Antlers I cleaned my room at last. I've been so lazy with it and I really regret not doing it sooner because I found it so therapeutic. I feel much more balanced and intune with myself when my bedroom is clean. I am far more content and happy when I am in it now already.

So far today on my day off I have done the following things:
- learnt how to poach eggs and ate them for breakfast
- practised three point turns
- ate a roast lunch with my family (vegies, vege schnitzel, apple sauce and vegetarian gravy) so yummy
- read my new book about natural home remedies, etc. so interesting.
- had a visit from my friend, Lauren
- cleaned my room
- found all my winter jackets, cardigans and jumpers because it's starting to get chilly

and now here I am, writing this.

I hope your day was lovely.

I have a list of things I want to achieve and last week I happily ticked off two of them:
- sent my withdrawal application to uni
- booked in my driving test

and now I just have to get the withdrawal approved and pass my
driving test, gah. so nervous about both.

my life currently consists of:

- working
- wasting time watching television
- getting my hopes up about spending time with someone
- finding out i won't be able to see them
- working
- listening to cloud control
- writing
- working
- getting my hopes up about spending time with someone
- finding out i won't be able to see them
- sleeping
- buying gwen stefani related things on ebay
- eating
- getting my hopes up about seeing someone
- being told i won't be able to see them
- working
- waiting, always waiting

i have never felt so lonely as i have these past few weeks

happy birthday my dear lucy <3
i hope i can take away this hungover and the cranky mood of yours while we journey to Shepparton to see the amazing Angus and Julia Stone :)

i just won a game of spider solitaire and now i think i shall go and have a cup of green tea with mint and watch "No Doubt - The Videos 1992 - 2003" dvd <3

not the productive day i had planned for my day off but, it is nice to be doing nothing.

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Dear little sister,
My heart broke a little last night.
I'm just thankful that you're still here and you're okay because you scared the crap out of me.
No more cycling and I'll be a happy sister.
If you you ever put me through something this scary again I'll post the pictures of your badly messed up face to the world wide web, sucker!
Love you always,
your worried sister xo

sorry, but i can't just decide on one thing..

Favourite Colour: blue/turquoise/aqua


Favourite Musician/Band/Song/Album:
(at the moment) Song: 'Joan of Arc' by Gyspy and the Cat, 'Staring Problem' and 'Total Hate 95' by No Doubt, 'crushcrushcrush' by Paramore

(at the moment) Musician/Band: No Doubt, Gypsy and the Cat, The National

(of all time) Band/Musician: No Doubt/Gwen Stefani and Angus and Julia Stone

(of all time) Song: 'Just A Boy' by Angus and Julia Stone, 'Iris' by The Goo Goo Dolls, 'Lady Sunshine' by Lady of the Sunshine, 'Romeo and Juliet' by Dire Straits


Favourite Artist/Painting: depends on what mood i am


Favourite Blog: depends on my mood and what i feel like looking at

Favourite Flower: i honestly cannot decide, i love so many.
but for the moment i am enjoying Lucy Brand's lovely sunflowers


Favourite Scent: 'G' by Gwen Stefani (it is a coconut like smell) and without sounding too weird, my boyfriend.


Favourite Inanimate Object: the love notes that my friend Yasmin Duncan once made me, my childhood teddy bear, Angus and Julia Stone signed set list.


Favourite Being: Lucy Brand


Favourite Quote: couldn't decide on that either but i did enjoy when Angus Stone said something along these lines: "I'm going to smoke a big spliff" when asked how he would celebrate his Hottest 100 number one win. ah, i love that man.


Favourite Food: (at the moment) Vege Korma and Cheese Naan bread from Indian Tandoori
(of all time) hard to say but probably Vegetarian Pad Thai from Thai Puka


Favourite Dessert: Lucy Brand is the only person who knows what i am talking about, but it is these crepes we once ate at a lovely little cafe in Yackandandah, AMAZING!


Favourite Movie: Harry Potter series


Favourite Book: Harry Potter series and The Time Travelers Wife


Favourite Activity: seeing my favourite bands/musicians live, eating, drinking tea, kissing my boyfriend.

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it makes me sick to my stomach to think about leaving you behind.