i have this insane urge to swim in water that is clear blue and beautiful.

i've wanted to ever since i can remember and i feel like i need to buy a plane ticket and go somewhere like that really soon because i know it'll make me really happy.

i wouldn't mind that for my 21st birthday actually.

flying away on a plane and escaping everyone and everything, even for a few days to go somewhere like this, wasting my money on what would feel like freedom.